[As Aak works the ointment against her red, raw lips he'll note that some parts are stiffer than others. Likely due to over-stimulation and irritation causing the swelling to stay.]
Can we kiss while you apply it?
[One of her hands cups his cheek briefly before tracing the curve of Aak's face down to his chin. It's there that she pushes up. Urging him to lift his gaze and look at her.]
[He glances up, not needing to steel his gaze, just a little surprised,]
You want a kiss, huh? [Easy. Simple. Cute.]
[There were plenty of things that got less convenient when he couldn't see what he was working with. But what did he care about wasting some extra ointment? And if he needed to spend more time soothing her later he would. He leans up to kiss her and, for a blissful moment, his mind clears of the things he saw earlier and the sick feeling it gave him. It's just Rin. And him.]
[The kiss, on her end, is soft but not chaste. Intimate, open-mouthed, but not driving by urgent need or a driving hunger. It's indulgent, and she makes sure to kiss him more than once. Taking his lips, savoring him, and pulling back to tilt her head another way and take him again. She seeks his taste and his touch to overwrite the earlier experience.
He's everything that man was not, and in a way that makes him perfect in this moment. Everything she wants and needs as she recovers.]
My nipples too, [she pleads between locking lips. Her hand reaching between them to guide his messy fingers up to her chest.]
[A loving kiss punctuated with the little barbs of his tongue. His tongue is much lazier than during a heated kiss in the middle of something serious. He also doesn't force those barbs against her tongue anywhere, simply letting the prickling sensation happen where it does. He isn't treating her like something fragile nor is he pushing her limits right now.]
Bossy, [he murmurs with a teasing lilt,]
[He was a professional, here! He had a job to do! Still, she asks for him to play with her nipples so he does. The normalcy of it all relaxes him. She tugs his messy hands and, well, if she wanted a bit of numbness to her nips, so be it. She could enjoy the sensation until it faded into a faint tingling.]
They're sore, [she complains as she pulls away. A little string of saliva tethering them briefly before it breaks like their kiss.]
If you'd rather take the lead, be my guest. I'll leave myself in your capable hands.
[Tohsaka sighs. Her body relaxes in front of him. Relief seeps into her skin as the topical ointment begins numbing the raw nerves there. Yet another round of bliss, ye this one is softer. Kinder.]
[In Aak's mind, Rin hated to surrender control. He's always viewed this as the tax to be with her. She would react so dramatically that he assumed he couldn't cross that line. The man who crossed that line earlier was excused, he was a winner, she lost, there was nothing to do about it. Still, she offers, and something starts to lock into place a little.]
[Instead of surrendering because she has to, it's an offer of surrender out of trust.]
[And, well, if he does poorly she'll take it back. Because she knows he'll give it back.]
[Aak brushes her bottom lip with his thumb before kissing her again. He interrupts any chance for her to object to the taste of herself or the numbing of her lip. He returns to fondling her chest with one hand. The other reaches for the tin and gets more on his other hand. That way any place his hands linger- her leg, her hip, her chest- would come under that soothing effect.]
[In truth Aak has the right of it. Though there is a small addition: an invitation for him to overwrite the previous loss of control. Surrendered out of will and trust, but also to entreat him to alter and change the memory. To color it in relation to himself rather than it just be that moment in the ring standing alone.
Rin kisses back. Acceptance and reciprocation as comfortable as the wordless exchange between them. Two people who can never seem to shut up finding a bit of quiet together. A hum of approval resonates in their kiss as Aak toys with her chest. Rin's hand explores his soft fur and welcomes the guidance he intends to give with his petite frame.
When their lips part she smiles as her world starts to feel a bit floaty thanks to the ingested painkiller.]
[If it's given willingly, then he should take. If it's something she wants-]
[If he ends up hurting her, he'll take care of her. He'll spend a few days away from his shitty room doting on her in hers. Then that would be what they remembered. She would huff about how he was far too rough with someone injured and he would laugh and say she liked it.]
[His thumb flicks over her nipple. He teases her lip with his tongue. She praises him and he huffs a bit. He accepted cute usually. He just wanted to be a bit cooler right now.]
How cute's this, huh? [One hand returns to between her legs. While the first touches had been clinical, now he approached with the goal of fucking her. Instead of simply brushing between her folds he digs in deep. There's still some of the painkiller, the numbness will spread. While she can still feel it, though, he wants to make a mark there.]
Real adorable? [he teases, pressing a brief kiss to her lips before letting her answer]
[While her mouth opens to respond, Aak catches Rin off guard with the kiss. Rather than follow her initial instinct to protest, she leans into it. Indulging in the kiss and whining a little when he begins to touch her with a less than professional intent. Normally she'd kick up a fuss about the public nature of doing this in the communal showers, but after getting railed hard in front of a roaring crowd? There isn't really much to complain about on that front now.]
Hah, you really like to push your luck. But... I don't hate that side of you. You want me to call you something else? Like my "hero"?
["Doctor" or "healer" might not go over well. Even in the opiate-esque haze that settles over her, Rin knows better. She doesn't want to upset him — she wants to accept him. To let him explore and play as he likes. Both as a balm to herself and as a "thank you" to him.]
[Privacy was a luxury in a place like this anyways. If someone sauntered in and couldn't mind their own business that was their problem. He savors in the whine that passes between their lips.]
Nah, [a quick answer. He may not know how he wants her to acknowledge him but "hero" is as much a thorn in his side. "Doctor" might match what he was doing now, cleaning up a mess that wasn't his and getting accolades for something that should have just been prevented. what kind of hero watched futilely with a hard-on when someone he loved was getting shown off for a crowd?]
I've never saved anyone, [before another kiss where the roughness of his tongue drags along her lip,] but, [leaning forward, meeting her eyes, a kind of sincerity despite all his issues] I won't tell anyone if you like me anyways.
[Even if he keeps finding these limits, even when he finds himself useless against the forces that be... maybe if he loved Rin enough through her flaws she'll tell him the same. He adds a second finger to teasing her down below. He knows he can't match the size provided earlier but that also means he doesn't have to hold himself back as his knuckles brush against the outside folds. He alternates between pumping his fingers in and out with occasional pauses to curl his fingers deep inside her. Perhaps there's an angle in a wall there that was untouched and he can claim today.]
[This isn't exactly how she had pictured this going, but who is she to complain? After everything that happened she'd let him do as he pleases to reclaim her body. Piece by piece, inch by inch. Despite Rin's exhausted and raw state she accepts him. Though that's probably helped by the topical numbing agent and painkiller he had her ingest earlier. For now Tohsaka nuzzles her face against Aak's. Her lips finding his once more, and he'll notice how her breath has started to become less even. When she speaks it's breathless between peppered kisses while the soft walls of her pussy envelope Aak's fingers in slick heat.]
Don't be stupid... not every rescue has to be some flashy show of strength. Maybe... maybe this is just what I need?
[Rin accepts him. She could stop him with a word but she doesn't. She brushes her face against his, rubbing his fur back and forth, and he'll let her do it as much as she likes.]
[The movement of his fingers slows a bit as her words come together into sentences, a reassurance for his heart. What he had taken as taunting, a "oh, so you want to be a hero," had been something else entirely. It's Rin so she can't just say it. If she's dragging it out to suggest maybe this is just what she needs-]
[Aak shoots up, the hand that was teasing the rest of her body instead wrapping around her. It's a tight hug, with his messy, medicine-covered fingers clutching against her back desperately.]
Nah, [he mutters, finally remembering to move the fingers inside her again] don't be stupid, stupid... [It's not the most eloquent acceptance but he's just got a lot of feelings about it right now.]
[The sudden and firm embrace catches Rin off guard, but doesn't upset her. In fact it reassures her that despite it all he really still wants to be here for her. Overwhelmed by a flood of emotion, she holds him back. Both arms keeping him close as she feels the slight build of his frame, the clothes on his body, and whatever fur she's able to feel. Even at his most belligerent, Aak has always been a comfort to her.]
Hah... Fine. Stupidity aside, what do you think will happen first? Will I come, or go completely numb? Would medical edging be sexy or stupid?
[Everything feels kind of dulled and hazy. Rin can still somewhat feel as Aak pumps his fingers against the walls of her cunt, but the sensation is fading. In truth she's already come so much that she doesn't really need another release, but it's something she believes worth mentioning to Aak if he'd rather bring her to completion than give her medical blueballs.]
[He's glad to hold her so tightly, to hide his expression from her face, because he can't tell what's showing on it. If he was getting the message right, it should be a happy thing, but the building emotion refuses to let itself be put in a simple box. It is frustration, despair, fear, and love, and he can't simply untangle them all.]
[There's something soothing about how she carries them forward, like they don't have to wallow in the emotions, especially not with this time limit.]
[After a pause, Aak wiggles his fingers just so.]
Prob'ly stupid, [he admits. If she couldn't feel it, what was the point? He wasn't gonna get off himself with just using his fingers and flat-out going at it after all that was risky.]
I've got you, [he says, adjusting his hold on her so he can pump his fingers more rapidly. His nose brushes against her hair and he presses a kiss to the back of her neck.]
[The taste of sweat lingers on his tongue and he knows after this they'll have to make sure and properly clean her up. It was a boring and tedious kind of job but that was entangled with love, too.]
[More, more, more. If he can push it just a bit more she's sure he could be her last peak of the day. Despite the people around them going about their business (passing through, chatting, becoming entangled themselves) it's as if none of that exists outside the two of them. Why should it? In this moment what's more important than each other?
With her breath coming out shorter, Rin curls tighter around Aak. Pleasure coiling her muscles like a metal spring preparing for release. A strained but honeyed sigh falls from her lips to fill the shared space between them.]
A bit more. Aak, keep going. You're actually pretty good at this.
[A laugh rings near her ear. The got most of his power from being doubted. Still, based on the last twenty minutes, he can't even take that as a proper sign of doubt. It might just be Rin trying to praise him but needing to couch it in anything else.]
I'm not gonna coast, relying on my equipment... [It's half a lie. He was could coast on a lot of things. Being brilliant meant being able to cut corners in ways people didn't even imagine.]
[But on things where he wanted to bring the full force of his attention and skill? He had it. He could use it.]
[So, he gathers himself for the final push. One last burst of speed from his fingers. The barbs of his tongue drag along her skin. While she may be numbing where the medicine was applied there were plenty of other places to add a little affection.]
Don't hold back, [or he's gonna blame her for edging herself. Maybe. He could neg her a bit now, especially with all the care he had applied.]
[That climax hits suddenly. Like braking for a stoplight at the last moment. The high pitched, sharp gasp that nearly hiccups out of her is brief. Her whole body quivers momentarily as her expression twists in something a little bit agonizing and a little bit relieved. It doesn't take long for her to dissolve into short panting. Slumped against him with weak limbs. The twitching of her pussy comes in a few hard, short contractions before falling off to something softer right after. It doesn't last long, and it might not be physically all that satisfying, but the emotional element to it has her humming a small contented noise against him.]
[Aak lets out a breath himself when he feels her body clench against his fingers. She was stubborn, dishonest, and had a bunch of weird kinks. He wouldn't have been surprised if she would have edged herself and they'd just have to deal with it.]
[One more little orgasm after the time she's had might not even read as satisfying but it does settle Aak's nerves.]
[He closes his eyes for a moment, just holding her and letting her ride out the feeling. His tail flicks and curls on the other side of them. He can feel the chill tile even through his tail.]
... Let's get you washed, huh. [To clean off all the sweat and sex, to get her looking a little bit more like her usual self. They probably won't walk out of here proudly but he can at least make sure she's got fluffy towels.]
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Can we kiss while you apply it?
[One of her hands cups his cheek briefly before tracing the curve of Aak's face down to his chin. It's there that she pushes up. Urging him to lift his gaze and look at her.]
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You want a kiss, huh? [Easy. Simple. Cute.]
[There were plenty of things that got less convenient when he couldn't see what he was working with. But what did he care about wasting some extra ointment? And if he needed to spend more time soothing her later he would. He leans up to kiss her and, for a blissful moment, his mind clears of the things he saw earlier and the sick feeling it gave him. It's just Rin. And him.]
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He's everything that man was not, and in a way that makes him perfect in this moment. Everything she wants and needs as she recovers.]
My nipples too, [she pleads between locking lips. Her hand reaching between them to guide his messy fingers up to her chest.]
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Bossy, [he murmurs with a teasing lilt,]
[He was a professional, here! He had a job to do! Still, she asks for him to play with her nipples so he does. The normalcy of it all relaxes him. She tugs his messy hands and, well, if she wanted a bit of numbness to her nips, so be it. She could enjoy the sensation until it faded into a faint tingling.]
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If you'd rather take the lead, be my guest. I'll leave myself in your capable hands.
[Tohsaka sighs. Her body relaxes in front of him. Relief seeps into her skin as the topical ointment begins numbing the raw nerves there. Yet another round of bliss, ye this one is softer. Kinder.]
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[Instead of surrendering because she has to, it's an offer of surrender out of trust.]
[And, well, if he does poorly she'll take it back. Because she knows he'll give it back.]
[Aak brushes her bottom lip with his thumb before kissing her again. He interrupts any chance for her to object to the taste of herself or the numbing of her lip. He returns to fondling her chest with one hand. The other reaches for the tin and gets more on his other hand. That way any place his hands linger- her leg, her hip, her chest- would come under that soothing effect.]
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Rin kisses back. Acceptance and reciprocation as comfortable as the wordless exchange between them. Two people who can never seem to shut up finding a bit of quiet together. A hum of approval resonates in their kiss as Aak toys with her chest. Rin's hand explores his soft fur and welcomes the guidance he intends to give with his petite frame.
When their lips part she smiles as her world starts to feel a bit floaty thanks to the ingested painkiller.]
It's a little unfair how cute you are.
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[If he ends up hurting her, he'll take care of her. He'll spend a few days away from his shitty room doting on her in hers. Then that would be what they remembered. She would huff about how he was far too rough with someone injured and he would laugh and say she liked it.]
[His thumb flicks over her nipple. He teases her lip with his tongue. She praises him and he huffs a bit. He accepted cute usually. He just wanted to be a bit cooler right now.]
How cute's this, huh? [One hand returns to between her legs. While the first touches had been clinical, now he approached with the goal of fucking her. Instead of simply brushing between her folds he digs in deep. There's still some of the painkiller, the numbness will spread. While she can still feel it, though, he wants to make a mark there.]
Real adorable? [he teases, pressing a brief kiss to her lips before letting her answer]
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Hah, you really like to push your luck. But... I don't hate that side of you. You want me to call you something else? Like my "hero"?
["Doctor" or "healer" might not go over well. Even in the opiate-esque haze that settles over her, Rin knows better. She doesn't want to upset him — she wants to accept him. To let him explore and play as he likes. Both as a balm to herself and as a "thank you" to him.]
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Nah, [a quick answer. He may not know how he wants her to acknowledge him but "hero" is as much a thorn in his side. "Doctor" might match what he was doing now, cleaning up a mess that wasn't his and getting accolades for something that should have just been prevented. what kind of hero watched futilely with a hard-on when someone he loved was getting shown off for a crowd?]
I've never saved anyone, [before another kiss where the roughness of his tongue drags along her lip,] but, [leaning forward, meeting her eyes, a kind of sincerity despite all his issues] I won't tell anyone if you like me anyways.
[Even if he keeps finding these limits, even when he finds himself useless against the forces that be... maybe if he loved Rin enough through her flaws she'll tell him the same. He adds a second finger to teasing her down below. He knows he can't match the size provided earlier but that also means he doesn't have to hold himself back as his knuckles brush against the outside folds. He alternates between pumping his fingers in and out with occasional pauses to curl his fingers deep inside her. Perhaps there's an angle in a wall there that was untouched and he can claim today.]
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Don't be stupid... not every rescue has to be some flashy show of strength. Maybe... maybe this is just what I need?
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[The movement of his fingers slows a bit as her words come together into sentences, a reassurance for his heart. What he had taken as taunting, a "oh, so you want to be a hero," had been something else entirely. It's Rin so she can't just say it. If she's dragging it out to suggest maybe this is just what she needs-]
[Aak shoots up, the hand that was teasing the rest of her body instead wrapping around her. It's a tight hug, with his messy, medicine-covered fingers clutching against her back desperately.]
Nah, [he mutters, finally remembering to move the fingers inside her again] don't be stupid, stupid... [It's not the most eloquent acceptance but he's just got a lot of feelings about it right now.]
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Hah... Fine. Stupidity aside, what do you think will happen first? Will I come, or go completely numb? Would medical edging be sexy or stupid?
[Everything feels kind of dulled and hazy. Rin can still somewhat feel as Aak pumps his fingers against the walls of her cunt, but the sensation is fading. In truth she's already come so much that she doesn't really need another release, but it's something she believes worth mentioning to Aak if he'd rather bring her to completion than give her medical blueballs.]
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[There's something soothing about how she carries them forward, like they don't have to wallow in the emotions, especially not with this time limit.]
[After a pause, Aak wiggles his fingers just so.]
Prob'ly stupid, [he admits. If she couldn't feel it, what was the point? He wasn't gonna get off himself with just using his fingers and flat-out going at it after all that was risky.]
I've got you, [he says, adjusting his hold on her so he can pump his fingers more rapidly. His nose brushes against her hair and he presses a kiss to the back of her neck.]
[The taste of sweat lingers on his tongue and he knows after this they'll have to make sure and properly clean her up. It was a boring and tedious kind of job but that was entangled with love, too.]
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With her breath coming out shorter, Rin curls tighter around Aak. Pleasure coiling her muscles like a metal spring preparing for release. A strained but honeyed sigh falls from her lips to fill the shared space between them.]
A bit more. Aak, keep going. You're actually pretty good at this.
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I'm not gonna coast, relying on my equipment... [It's half a lie. He was could coast on a lot of things. Being brilliant meant being able to cut corners in ways people didn't even imagine.]
[But on things where he wanted to bring the full force of his attention and skill? He had it. He could use it.]
[So, he gathers himself for the final push. One last burst of speed from his fingers. The barbs of his tongue drag along her skin. While she may be numbing where the medicine was applied there were plenty of other places to add a little affection.]
Don't hold back, [or he's gonna blame her for edging herself. Maybe. He could neg her a bit now, especially with all the care he had applied.]
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Aak... thank you, Aak...
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[One more little orgasm after the time she's had might not even read as satisfying but it does settle Aak's nerves.]
[He closes his eyes for a moment, just holding her and letting her ride out the feeling. His tail flicks and curls on the other side of them. He can feel the chill tile even through his tail.]
... Let's get you washed, huh. [To clean off all the sweat and sex, to get her looking a little bit more like her usual self. They probably won't walk out of here proudly but he can at least make sure she's got fluffy towels.]